Kirstinalyssa’s Weblog

Since the first day of kindergarten, & we met on the bench in front of the office, i knew we would be friends from that moment on. We automatically just clicked and had so much in common. Year after year we got closer and closer, and so did our families. Our older brothers became friends & hung out regulary, then came our moms. They started hanging out also, and then both our families got together on weekends to hang out. I have so much memories of us as kids and it just makes me so happy.

When we got into junior high, we both became cheerleaders and we saw each other on a daily basis outside of school. We both got into different crowds of friends which did pull us apart for awhile, but in the end we always came back to each other. We knew we couldn’t last too long without eachother.

Drama got in the way of our friendship and we disagreed on almost everything it seemed like. At one point, i couldn’t imagine us friends again and it killed me inside. How could i let go one of the only friends i could tell everything too? She was, and still is the ONLY person i trust with everything in me. I knew i couldn’t let her go, and she felt the same way. We fought for our friendship, and now we are closer then we ever have been.

I’ve realized in the past couple of years, to keep your friends and family closest too you. You cannot live without them as much as you think you can. There is always going to be that one person in your life who keeps your life going, and that girl for me is Chelsea Michele Biesbrouck. I know that when we are older, married with kids, our families will be just as close as how our families were when we were kids. I want this girl to be my maid of honor. I want her to be my kids godmother. I can’t wait to see what god has in store for our friendship. But i can tell it’s going to be amazing!

so wow, i haven’t written in probably a little over a month? pretty sad. I actually forgot about this for awhile which i’m kinda mad about. I thought i would of kept up with it but i guess not. Alot has happend since i last wrote in it. When i last wrote on here, i was a little more grounded and knew where i was in my life. I had a good grasp on where i was going, and then it all fell apart. Being a teenager inolves drama, its everywhere you go. I got into alot with it with some of my friends, guys and girls and it really tore me apart inside. Then i messed up, pretty bad. i’m ashamed of the person i was, a couple weeks ago. But i got up, and realized you need to learn from your mistakes and move on with your life, & thats exactly waht i’m going to be doing.

we recently found out that our youth pastor, brian edwards will not be our youth pastor anymore. i’m honestly just devastated. i feel like brian did an amazing job with the students there. he connected with us so well, and tried his best to include everybody and make them feel welcome. he helped students out with their personal problems and was just so caring. i never had somebody i could talk to in my life before i became a christian, then i met brian and i just felt comfterable enough to talk to him about anything. now that he is leaving, am i going to be the same person? am i going to continue being the strong person i am today? i’m very confused and frushtrated. i know i have god on my side and he will be doing the right thing for everyone so i have hope that things are going to turn out for the better. i guess i’m going to give the new aXiom a try, but i can’t really take it that seriously i don’t think. i just need to go into it with an open mind, and an open heart.

WEEK OF HOPE IS IN 2 DAYS NOW <33 we are leaving sunday morning at around 11:00am! i feel like this is going to be one awesome trip, and i’m going to take full advantage of it. i can’t wait for what god has in store for me with that trip <3